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The left behind

May. 26th, 2014 | 12:39 am

I’m writing this song for you and me
For the left-behind, waiting in the shadows
The sincerest person in the world
Sacrifices himself, but is not seen
Gave everything, but got nothing
that’s why you feel weak, though you’re stronger than ever
Feel worthless, though you’re brimming with talent
Pay only attention to your faults, though you‘re alright
But when I tell you all that, you don’t believe me

I’m writing this song for you and me
For the left-behind, waiting in the shadows
I’ve never felt understood, never felt at home
When I’ve met him he showed me life
Fought for him, but was abandoned
That’s why I feel lonely, though my world is crowded
empty, though pain is inspiring
See only him, though anybody would be better
But he doesn’t come back and love is worth nothing

Today we are standing on a bridge, Just you and me and we’re best friends now
I’m putting a hand on your shoulder and realize: We’re strangely connected
both wounded, both left behind
You’re beautiful, it’s true
I stand by you, though she doesn‘t
As you stand by me, though he doesn‘t
Wouldn’t it be easy: you and me?
Maybe our truth lies somewhere inbetween…
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this is forever.

May. 13th, 2011 | 12:14 pm

I'm lying in my bed
in a room filled with your smell
eyes burning from tears
I can't hold back anymore

since the first time we met
you have been my one and only
through all those years
we faced the pain together

because of you I can go on
I want to hold you in my arms
longing to make you mine...

your sincere eyes
looking warmly at me
can you feel my heartbeat?
feels like I'm going to break

I know, when time comes
and all I once needed will disappear
we won't part until eternity

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breaking silence

Apr. 11th, 2011 | 01:35 pm

sit down
take a rest
this is your day

make a wish
it comes true
just for you

we've gone through heavy times
you and me
but today the sun will shine
we won't part this summer

in the sunset
he sheds a tear and smiles
the eternaly winning fighter

sleeping safely in my arms
sighing
I watch the purity of his face
until morning comes
breaking the silence.

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stones at a dead bird

Mar. 14th, 2011 | 11:50 am

When you care so much
love so much

why do you keep hurting me?

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fragments of "You" - reprise

Mar. 11th, 2011 | 08:39 pm

for what was

for what is

for who we are

for what will be.

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forgivHer

Mar. 11th, 2011 | 01:32 am

I'm sorry, darling
for not listening to you, when I should have...
for understanding you too few, I should have tried...

I'm sorry, darling
for not trusting you, for every doubt that rose

I can see clearly now
I see that precious soul inside

I want to love the one you really are
even the bad sides
in your sparkling eyes, they fade...

So please forgive me now, for every time I did you harm

I'm at the bridge, the place where we first met, do you remember?
I took you out to eat and we laughed a lot
This time, I won't let go of your hand, I promise...

You're lonely and cold at night, I see you shiver
If you could only give me one more chance
I would lay the blanket
right above you and me
and keep you warm again, I promise...

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little boy's eyes

Mar. 9th, 2011 | 05:44 am

The shards of my soul
all spread on the floor
still it hurts so bad

My new-grown wings, where have you gone?
when I was just about to fly...

There's no way back
though I'm trying so hard

Can't you see it?

in my little boy's eyes
I just wanted to be understood
I just wanted to be loved...

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dreamers at the bar

Mar. 7th, 2011 | 12:35 pm

Hey pretty
You're lonely at times
because of the way you are

I know it's hard
but we can't change into precise

You're waiting for me, dreaming of me
believing in fairytales
One day I'll pick you up on a white horse

From the first movement of your tiny hands
I knew your desires
I desire you, too

Tonight at the bar
let's just imagine
we'll make the wish come true
as romantics do

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living eyes

Mar. 1st, 2011 | 04:52 pm

first there is a face
a face without meaning

then there is a sound
it might be beautiful
also bewildering

but in the end
it is life
the living eyes
the warmth of a voice

taking you into my heart
forever close.

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curring kitty

Mar. 1st, 2011 | 04:46 pm

in sleepless nights
an invisible lovestory
your endless legs

seduce me with a reddish smile
like you always do
my beautiful
curring kitty
cure to my heart

when you first told me to touch you
I was clumpsy
but I can be the gentlemen you wished for
I'll be good to you, my baby

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